WOOP!

Whaaaaale.

It's been almost a year. Finished my first year of college, but I'm still a freshman right now. But after this quarter, I'm a sophomore. I'm doing pretty shitty in school right now, tho. I got a job at McDonald's 7 months ago, at their hiring day in April. I asked to work at Tennyson (1. Because my cousin works there, and 2. Because it's closer to my house) but I got hired at the A Street one. Oh well, it's better than nothing. At least I actually have a job and an income. I'm still with Paul, and it's going to be our two years next months :) I'm excited, as well as surprised, because...well...It's Paul haha. I love that nigga <3

I feel lightweight bad too, because I'm barely home now. I pretty much only go home to take a shower and change and stuff. :/ Oh well, again.

I'm tryna get my life back on track, but trying to balance school, work, social life, personal life, etc. It's hard. But I'm trying to get used to it. I'm gonna try to focus more on school tho, because I need that shit. I don't even know what I want to do in my life yet. I don't know if I wanna follow through with nursing, or take up pharmacy instead, or do something completely different. But one thing is for sure, I'm not gonna do something just because my parents want me to do it. I love them and all, but this is my life and I'll live it the way I want to live it.

I'm going to Tahoe this weekend with Paul and his family. I didn't tell my parents. And I'm not going to. I'll be gone three nights... Whale.

So. I finished my first quarter as a college student. I have to say, it was much like highschool, except there's more work to do. And it's harder. I passed Chemistry with a C+, I think. Ehhhh. There goes my 4.0 GPA. I'm not sure what I got in English, but I hope it's good. As for everything else, I ain't even trippen.

This past month has been really good, tho. I've had so many good memories. Actually, too many, and I can't remember them all. Not that I was drunk or anything. I've cut down on the drinking. Haha. Anyways, yeah. I'm super excited for this month. Christmas is in 15 days! My aunt from Japan is coming to visit. Me and Paul's anniversary is coming up. Me and PAUL. YEAH. WHUT. I love him <3 I do I do I do <3

AH! I still kinda miss highschool tho. Until next time.

Another month has past. It's already November. Where the fuck has time gone?

At the beginning of October, I took care of some dogs for Austin's uncle/aunt/I don't know. They were pitbulls, and usually I'm afraid of dogs. This was such an eye-opening experience for me for some reason. I've realized my love for dogs, and taking care of King and Faith (those dogs) made me want a dog even more. I never really liked big dogs, but they were so freakin' cute. Even if they stank hella badly. I liked them, and they liked me :) So it's official, once I move out and get my own place, I'm getting a dog. I don't care what anyone else says. I'm getting one.

So, been hanging out with Albert, Amber, and Grace a lot this past month. They're my niggas, forreal. Barkada, I guess you can say. Most of my days are spent with them, if I'm not with someone else. In fact, I might hang out with them later tonight or something. I dunno. But yeah. Shit, I love kicking it with them. It's always fun, unless something bad happens. o_o

Yeah. Me and the boyfriend are okay. We've had a couple of fights this month, and shit has hit the fan a couple of times, but it's okay. I love him, and we work things out. <3 It was our 10 months about a week ago. <3 Crazy, right? Who woulda thought. I love you, beb <3

ALKSJBALSURDLKASJ COLLEGE SUCKS! Haha. I miss the simplicity and easiness of highschool. Eh, I'm just lazy as fuck. But it's okay. It's whatever. It's like highschool, except everything is harder, and I have to be more independent. I gotta know what I'm doing or else I'll fall behind. And I'm starting to get lazy again. I need to step my game up.

That's pretty much it, I guess. Nothing really to say. I'm too lazy to do like a whole detailed thing. Until next time.

So. It's been a couple of months since I've last been here.

I just started college! Like, I had my first class last week, Thursday.

So my first class of college was something called "general studies". I don't really know what it's supposed to mean, but it's a class that's supposed to teach us how to adapt to college life. I guess... I don't know what to really think of this class, haha. The teacher is cool, and everyone is still awkward right now. I only know one person in my class, and that's my long-time friend, who has been with me since we were in the 3rd grade. Hahah. After general studies (GS), I have a 45 minute break, from approximately 11:50 to 12:35. During this time, I either eat or chill until Chem lecture starts. Chem lecture is a huuuuuge class. In GS, there's only 19 students. In Chem, I don't even know. Haha. We have a little Mt. Eden square. We all pretty much sit together haha. There's a lot of people in that class. My teacher is hella like my Physics teacher back in highschool. It's crazy. HAHA. I guess you can say that Physics was the only class that really prepped me for college. LOL. Chem lecture ends at 1:50, and I have 10 minutes to walk all the way across campus to get to English. It's a workout, alright. English is pretty cool. My teacher is cool. She kinda reminds me of my english teacher for sophomore year. So my school day ends at 4. I was taking a self-defense class, but I dropped it because I felt awkward. The people in there are awkward and I felt awkward being touched by awkward people I didn't know. I probably would've stayed if someone took it with me. :( So this is my Thursdays.

On Tuesdays, it's all the same except that I have Chem lab in the morning rather than GS. Chem lab is much more smaller than chem lecture, haha. We didn't do anything the first day of chem lab, but get started. We have a lab next week, although. Yuuuuuup.

I already have a bunch of english homework to do. I have to write a 5 paragraph paper, a 1-2 page paper, and a 1 paragraph reflection. I just need one more paragraph for my 5 paragraph paper. I already did my reflection, and I need to find something to write for my other paper. OH MAN!

So I felt like college is pretty much the same as highschool, but different. The classes are equally boring. But I'm not taking a lot of classes. I'm independent now, and teachers treat us differently. But then again, not too different. I don't know, I feel like it's pretty much the same. I think (and hope) I'm adjusting to college fine. I have classes only 2 days a week, so it's not so bad. The only bad thing about it is that my days are super long. But luckily, I dropped that random class in the evening, so instead of my days ending at 7, it ends at 4. Maybe I can take up a job. Hopefully...

Yup. I'm a college student now. I still can't really believe it; I still kinda feel like a highschooler. Maybe it's my height and size. Maybe it's my im/maturity. I don't know. Things are slowly starting to change. In different ways. I want to come back to this Xanga a lot more often than I do now. I mean, I have Tumblr, AND WordPress, AND Blogspot...but I have too many memories on Xanga. I mean like, dude, I started this Xanga back in '03. It's 2010 now. I've had this for almost 7 years. What the fuck? Yeah, I knowwww. So. I guess you can see how much I've grown. 7 years ago, I was eleven years old. I'm 18 now. Goodness gracious. Yeah, I look back on entries and I laugh at how stupid I was back then. But hey, I'm more grown now. That's not to say that 7 years from now I'm not gonna look back and not laugh at how I am now. I most likely will. Haha. It's hella nice to reminisce the good times. Even think back to the bad times, and the lessons I've learned. I've gone through and have done a lot. Maybe not as much as others, but I've gone through many experiences. I've learned through them all and I've matured as a person. I know better now, and I'm still learning and bettering myself. Going through different things, just to experience. It's good stuff. I'm trying to make the most out of my life, especially now that I realize I'm getting old and soon enough, I'm gonna have to really deal with life and be the independent person I'm going to eventually be. I'm not gonna depend on my parents forever.

So, yeah, I'm gonna come back to this more often. No one goes on Xanga anymore (no offense), but it's good in my opinion. Although I don't know who actually goes back on Xanga and reads this shit, I'm not afraid to write my feelings. I'd rather do it here than on Tumblr. So yeah, Xanga, I'll be seeing more of you. I'm sorry for neglecting you! It's 1:43 AM now. I need to go to sleep so in the morning, I can go feed Austin's uncle's dogs o_o LOL. Goodnight, Xanga.

So those letter things were a bust. I couldn't continue them, lol. No motivation. It was going good for a while, but then I got tired and bored so I didn't keep up. I need to stop doing that haha. I gotta finish what I start. Just like my 365 project. I didn't finish it. -____-; Ugh. Well.

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Of course, I'll still come here every so often, just to update on life. I mean, after all, I've had this Xanga since 2003; that's 7 years. Oh, lordy!